This will be where I come to write whenever I think of you. Maybe some people will think this is stupid, but I don't care. You were my best friend and I miss you greatly. I know we said we wouldn't be friends, and I'm not sure that I could, but sometimes I wish we were. I know it wouldn't work, I'm still so in love with you and sometimes I wonder if you're still in love with me. I find myself thinking of you often. I try not to but it's hard when everything reminds me of you. I hear things that I know you would laugh at, I find art and music you would appreciate, and I see pictures that remind me of places we've been or places we wanted to see together. I used to know you so well. I'm sure you haven't changed much since we were friends and I hope you're doing well. It probably isn't healthy for me to check in on you but I find myself doing so from time to time. It's hard for me to get used to not knowing what's going on, especially at such an important time in your life. I hope you find everything you're looking for.